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Saturday, January 21st, 2006
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| Time: | Saturday 21/1/06 at 9:05pm |
| Mood: |  calm. | | Music: | i am a man of constant sorrow (instrumental) - john hartford. |
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newnewnew livejournal
rural_intrigue
this one is too outdated.
be nice & add it.
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Saturday, January 7th, 2006
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i'm officially done & deleting this.
byyye.
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Sunday, January 1st, 2006
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| Time: | Sunday 1/1/06 at 10:27pm |
| Mood: |  bitchy. | | Music: | if you see her say hello - dylan. |
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keegan leaves tomorrow morning & i get to work all day.
hiphipfuckinghooray.
this vacation basically sucked. basically.
p.s. your head is philling up and down.
crazy shit.
daz money.
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| Time: | Sunday 1/1/06 at 2:10pm |
| Mood: |  relieved. | | Music: | ingrid bergman - billy bragg. |
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thank the lord, max lorber is still alive after last night!
xiamANTM (2:08:14 PM): so what exactly were you on last night
Deathtoxic55 (2:08:25 PM): hmmm.....
Deathtoxic55 (2:08:58 PM): 2 ex mad coke like 18 beers mad weed
i adore this boy. ADORE.
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Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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seeing megadeath, pooslie, ivan, kyle & monica allatonce makes me realize how much i miss tf2k5.
on another note, shit i STILL have to do before vacation ends:
-read the feast of the goat
-read a bend in the river
-catch up in great expectations
-finish my bard application essay
-write my social & political issues in lit. essay
uuuuuuuuummmmmm......SHIT.
i also need to go to h&m & blow the money that's burning a hole in my pocket.
anyone? i.e. kaitie?
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Monday, December 26th, 2005
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i'm going from estxLethargy
to...........xiamANTM!!!
so adddddddddd itttttttttt.
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Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | Thursday 22/12/05 at 10:30pm |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | six feet under. |
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tooooooooday is a gooooooood day
also the second official day of winter.
here's to the brauds on sex & the city & the mindgames girls play & good friends & future bonding with kids i don't know.
amen!
what the hell am i going to do for new years? i'm in search of a solution.
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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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there's so much shit i have to do before vacation ends & soo little time:
-see kaitie
-see martina/rachel/sofia/mathieu/skylar/juliet/jordan/vladimir...yea this'll happen in one trip, i hope.
-see jane/rachel/dana/monica
-see ruth [& sam/maddie, that'd be nice]
-see sam
-see the yhs kids, if possible. or just the prized few i really like seeing..
-see narnia/harry potter 4/brokeback mtn./seriana/walking the line/king kong
-see sex & the city seasons 1-3 & 5, finding neverland, the last wallace & gromit movie
-write my bard application essay!
-finish kaitie's very belated present
-see kaitie/martina
-read a bend in the river, the silmarillion, great expectations & the feast of the goat
-write my final social & political issues in lit. paper
-see max - this must happen, NO more putting it off
-see ben
-see ivan/megadeath/graham!! this also must happen.
-see andrew
uuuuuuuuuuumm that might be it. if any of you feel the need to do any of this with me, please feel free to offer yourself up to accompany me in this.
daaaaaan's over, life is pretty sweet.
tomorrow = a matinee showing of narnia & jane's hottub with rachel/monica/dana/jane..parrrty.
shit wait, this won't be a very restful vacation.
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Friday, December 16th, 2005
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| Time: | Friday 16/12/05 at 7:20pm |
| Mood: |  exhausted. | | Music: | herbie hancock - it's on shuffle. |
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i am officially on winter break.
keegan freede kuvach is HOME!
today after school, i spontaneously painted an enormous mural with dani, carola, peter, nate, matthew, nina, ben fuchs, diana, danielle, joe kleinman, JOHNNY R! and dana.....it made me realize how much i underestimate these fieldstoners.
really, i do love them so much..wow. i honestly never thought i would say that.
i already miss mr. aune. he > life. i'm not even exaggerating here, i am in love with him. actually.
he's writing my recommendation for the 3 week writing program this summer at BARD that i'm applying for. i'm just overwhelmed by him & his excellence.
tomorrow i buy shoes.
& go down to riverdale to COLLABORATE pre-jane on sunday!
i don't think i've ever been more excited to hang out with those 4 ladies.
i am so fucking exciteddd.
oh, & the hott tub always helps.
alright. life is good.
although i have post-nasal drip [like dozek] & my throat is consequently sore.
jesus christ maybe i'm getting sucked back into this livejournal scene.
ugghh.........
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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| Time: | Wednesday 14/12/05 at 3:17pm |
| Mood: |  sick. | | Music: | two mariners - the decemberists. |
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my glands are swollen.
i've been listening to the decemberists 24/7.
i'm absolutely in love with mr. aune.
i'm losing my appetite.
i have 2 more days. unless there's a transit strike.....!!!
this livejournal thing is growing on me.
i have bear paws.
i'm submitting to litmag. oyvey. i'll post what i'm submitting here, it's a short poem.
i'm tired as hell but life is fucking good right now.
i want to see: kaitie, martina, kelly, skylar, matthieu, jordyn, kryn, jon, monica, nora, sam, ben, andrew, dani, KEEGAN!, sex & the city seasons 1-3 & 5, ruth, naomi, jane, 3 tipsy girls in jane's hottub and marion.
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Saturday, December 10th, 2005
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| Time: | Saturday 10/12/05 at 11:28am |
| Mood: |  content. | | Music: | casimir pulaski day - sufjan stevens. |
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i like having lots of little groups of friends, yknow?
it's like merrilee & martina & the MSM/PCS kids are my hott sauce
and camp kids & kaitie are my...salt? yea i think so. cause you always have to have salt, and i really like salt.
and the YHS kids are my...ketchup.f or when i feel like making chicken [ie life?] more interesting.
and the fieldston kids are......uum. well yea. we'll leave it at that.
and then there are the miscellaneous like ruth and ben and sam, etc. who are my pepper. yknow how every once and a while you need some pepper? well yea, you see where i'm going with this.
life is pretty sweeeeeeet.
i might not be bored this christmas break. we'll see.
today's very sufjan stevens-y.
today is also very cold & very bear oven mit weather & means seeing martina & merrilee & monica & nora.......!!!!!!
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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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| Time: | Thursday 8/12/05 at 7:51pm |
| Music: | oh, yoko! - john lennon. |
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today marks the 25th year deathaversary of John Lennon.
rest in peace.
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Thursday, December 1st, 2005
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| Time: | Thursday 1/12/05 at 11:16pm |
| Music: | blacckkk keeeyyyss. |
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i have lots to say but don't like this place.
i might be done forever, so i'll leave you all with this:
READ WILLIAM BLAKE.
he's absolutely incredible.
things are changing pretty fast.
there are lots of kids i need to see.
everything is [semi] settled with graham & i like it & i miss him just as much but my mind's at some kind of ease right now.
bed. goodbye [for good?].
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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | Wednesday 23/11/05 at 10:31pm |
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max, riverfox, kryn, monica, nora, camilla, alina & ltp = big fun
i am so fucking tired
& so depressed at the moment
but also so fucking excited for friiiiiidayyy
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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there's something beautiful & angsty & very very cold about wandering around for hours and hours both up and downtown to see:
skylar, matthieu, vladimir, jon, jordan, lauren, manny, eric, chris, anthony & the comedy club guy
& spending too much time making too many friends in greasy kfc & loitering outside afterwards for an hour in the freezing cold with no jacket & watching skylar help matthieu take a piss in the park deviding the north & southbound lanes on broadway in front of all of new york..
& coming back with martina to laugh & eat & laugh & eat & eat some more & get really tired & go to sleep without taking off your bra.
i love nights like that.
even if i wake up at 8:30 the next morning, totally unnecessarily.
next weekend = megadeath, ivan, nora & maxxx
thanksgiving weekend = camp reunionnnn OHH SHIT!
oh & also, bubble tea is nasty as hell/as amazing as it gets.
i want to see rachel, wtf why is she always busy when im in the city. arrghlksjdfioansdlkfj
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Friday, November 11th, 2005
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| Time: | Friday 11/11/05 at 9:05pm |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | johnny on the tf2k5 taaaaaaape. |
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
...i think so.
reunion is so close & i just cannot comprehend it.
this scene is old.
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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| Subject: | cloudy. |
| Time: | Sunday 6/11/05 at 9:55am |
| Mood: |  worried. | | Music: | jacksonville - sufjan stevens. |
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today is foggy, my house is emersed in one huge cloud.
i'm talking with nora about this summer. what am i going to do? this is the first summer in forever that i've had to make plans for.
i want to watch the dvd but i know i can't.
i want to see max, i miss him.
monica & nora are going to italy this summer. what am i going to do without them? i'd like to go with them but chances are i won't have the money.
so i'll stay here this summer, somewhere closer to home & closer to where i really want to be & it'll be somewhere more depressing, more standard.
i need a radical change. looks like it's not going to come.
what will i do when i really have to let go of my farmers? i'll freak out.
i already am freaking out.
i have 2 papers to write. i don't have the time for this shit.
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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
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| Time: | Wednesday 26/10/05 at 5:55pm |
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AS OF YESTERDAY, R.I.P. 2,000 AMERICAN SOLDIERS DEAD IN IRAQ.
i ran into kaitie & her sack-o'-10 grandma in mt. kisko.
it was rad.
antmmmmmmm
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Monday, October 24th, 2005
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| Time: | Monday 24/10/05 at 4:10pm |
| Mood: |  piiiiissed. | | Music: | cocaine blues - dave van ronk. |
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someone stole my bag today. what. the. fuck. why would someone do that?
.....& on the day i get my period? with like a bajillion tests within the next 2 days? slakdfjiaodghasdlfj ugh.
1 month & 2 days until i see the kids that make my world go round.
30 days until i see my kryn-love alskdfjioasndglasdkfj
i. love. william. blake.
& mr. aune.
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Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
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kaitie & i went out today.
i got the complete poems of william blake, a coffee with a shot of hazelnut & a brownie, a disney princess' watch [with two free heart hairclips] & some "do-jiggies"...god i'm a happy camper.
i'm happy im not in the cold city going to a homecoming pre-party, to be quite honest. this was a lovely change of plans.
& i. love. kaitlyn. bozek. end of story.
tonight i'll do my work, and visit with mr. pratchett & mr. blake & mr. potter & AoS [kaitie is also now a proud owner]....& some crappy television.
relaxed saturday nights are the best these days.
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